Coming to the End of Jaunary, writing while listening to Vesitge https://soundcloud.com/vidas-kulbis ( soundcloud plug, yup!) Well This has been an interesting month in that I got a lot donw, just not exactly the stuff I was hoping to do! It appears I am in a stalemate lock on twitter, eading to snapchat, leading to all other social media and girls I like.
Also, the trouble with revealing yuor intelifence, even moreso helping out a friend/dfamily meember, is then they forever associaet the lessons and competetive spirit with you. While I really need to be 100% focused on my passion projects I ahave to fend off the minoins with displays of force wit, and street cred. NO easy task espcialy when its Kinght to E4 24/7.
A note on addiciton. IT can be overcome, and I have overcome it, very powerful to do it. I said I wanted to stop smoking JUUL, becauase it was fucking up with my rewards system, and I was right. But that is probably my biggest win of this freaking year so far.
Another note, on habits, I really, really wan to fight. Ican feel a warrier/boxer/wrestling vibe growing and growing, and though I have been battle tested (3 New york Croatians in one of New Yorks Clubs vs. Vidas.)
Man I really gotta get my shit together though, seriousyly, this is realy life and I cannot, will not lose my position. No way, not to these younglings, I was the one who taught them everything.
I can accomplsih anythign I want to with enough reps, and I can do whatever I want.
“Power is rearranging people’s beliefs in their minds” Somethign along those lines, but very true.
Power must constantly be maintained. So must status.
Fear is for frekaing loser and has just really really held me back.
Man a project, a plan, and a job ould go very, very far into helping me get my life together, the more action I take, the easier it will be to kee peverythig nin line, keep it in perspective no doubt.
I jus tneed the beleif that it will most definitely work out.
I need to take solid frekaing aciton, and peopel can sense your fear.
The solution to the book, the solution to the sharing of matas, is not fearing anything! being fearless is more important than being discplined, I have noticed, for discpline yes importnat but hard to focus on.
Also, if no one reads this quote from mother “you can’t control others actions” but oh… If you’re good enough.. you can! and I most defintiely have been for 22 years haha and I definitely will keep going! Its good to be King.
Logan Paul your lucky you got a head start, the proess to everythign is exactly the same. Wel then fuck literally everything else. I can choose to not fear anythigngoing forward. I picture myself still controlling everythig nin my enviroment.
Man, visualization is most defintely important. I wan to be an LA star already sheesh! Also I have found that visulaization and beliefs are certainly, and very, very important. Stopping skmoking = HUGE!
The Action will be take in the morning. This week will require fearless, so will this life, and literally anything else. Life is positioning sure. Best parts – Stopping JUULing – working out, the party – Girls Still being inetersted, The Video that is awesome!
Life is a menatl battle, procrastination is the dream killer, life doesn’t really change in that aspect.
Self Actualization 