Hello Again! A lot of changes since the New Year. Friends, Knowledge, Action taken, Big Burns. Women, Cooling. Cars, and Readings, a better organizational thinking. Spirituality. Friends, Family seems almost so far away.
A lot a lot of time spent in Chciago. I will without doubt live elsewhere, either Andrio, with the Dugals, or with Ivan.
I am imporving my uscles and mental strength.
The biggest change has been the knowledge, a deep knowledge of psychology, and Numerology, the language of the Gods. I don’t recognize the person I was a week and a half ago. That guy was bland, as a Libra, looking at the world as a system of numerology and Love and brain structure, the world just became a lot more spiritual.
A New power play from Kovas, probably thinking I am angry with him. I am excited to fufill my prophecy.
Knowing my sign, Libra, Loving balance, I have to remind myself that this is my life, I have to remind myself to care less about what other people think though I can usually sense exactly what they are thinking.
Maybe all of the time, I needed to care less, maybe I even at my best moments I could have been more, I could have reached even higher.
Maybe Matas, no matter what, will not be able to take my identity away from me, and that I will always be better than him. I will be able to embody these belefis, be these goals, be a person with an action mindset.
Unfortunately, I really can’t forget anything ever. my blessing and my curse.
Also, I am part of an ancient race of people who lived on Maldek, and my orgin planet is Venus. Which is awasome, there is nothing else I would have wanted, I am elegant and royal, in every fashion, and I’ve always known I’ve seen a couple moves a head of every one else, naturally. I have to. I have to keep the peace, for my own mental peace, for my own mental health. more planning and solution making and then execution.
If I am too scared to leave the group, that means I haven’t contributed enough.
I haven’t proved myself the alpha, and that is why people haven’t really come. I’ve really going to have to go through some pain, and just view it competetively, or just look at Mantas with Love.
I can personify the devil and be motivated by love. I also need to be a bit better at deep work, I mot definitely need to be better at deep work, I’ll take the WSP way, and do it literally first thin in the morning of uninterrupted work.
“The mornign swts the tone for the day, the night ritual sets the tone of the morning”
I hope to achieve at least 10x what I have achieved this last month also I really just need a change a scenery.
Self Actualization 