Alright! It is Currently December 31st! On to the New Year.
Today, after sleeping I was met with hopefully one of my strongest insights. That of guilt.
I felt guilty for a lot of my mistake in the past, and it really, really held me back like no other. I absolutely will let go of the guilty feeligns in the past, and allow myself to love myself for who I am. and for my mindset and immense confidence.

This is a very powerful idea because everyone makes mistakes, however, you can best serve your family by ignoring you past mistakes and continuing to play the game.
Also, forget about authenticity, and being fearless, it really is more all about playing the game. and when you hang with mantas, make sure you know that you really don’t care about him, and can beat him in any verbal match.
This year, stop trying to be authentic, and play the game a lot better.
The 30 day challenges will be accompinied with strong and confident thoughts.
Next time I will act with the confidence of knowing that I will always be able to handle it in the case of thinking about the party and being on my best game for the Christmas.
I have and I will get into the habit of liking all of my friends social media post automatcally, this will held me give love, and get more momentum going forward in my own escapades. I will do this instantly no matter the position I am in. My current circumstances are not an excuse.
This is very important, I plan to use the phrase ” I’ll handle it” in my daily self talk, literally every single day, in order to move forward, progress, and do the hard things in life! Of 2019! I really, really will.
Biggest #1 thingto change in 2019, will be action mindset, absolutely, no other change from this one, all this mindset stuff is great, but the mindset of execution, is a lot a lot more important and effective.
No compormises. Also, All failure is rooted in compormoise, and that just won’t happen no sir!
Goals for this year. Monk Mode, No social media, no absolutely No worrying. only positvie action, no anger, no Negatvitiy. Only positivity, instead of fearlesness, focus on positvity.
My one measurable #1 thing I work on is that I should be and will let the past go away. and will fearlessly embrace the chaos that is now. No, My #1 REsolution this year, Is to do the hard things.
First day ever, and I am disicpling myself to do the hard thigns in life. I don’t need to fear things, as much as I need to fight in order discipline myself and actually get what I want to and need in this life. Focsu on fearlessness, not discpline, because that is the means of how to get what you what